Memoirs of A Teenage Girl(Chapter 2)

She ran as hard as she could, towards her school. She was panting and wiping her sweat on her forehead. I cannot miss him, she thought. After a 5 minutes run, she reached her school. Looking at her watch, ‘1 minute left,’ she murmured.

Carefully, she took out a tiny mirror and powder from her pocket. She checked her face by using the mirror while putting powder on her face. ‘All set,’ she told herself. Suddenly she became excited and her heart started to race. ‘He’s coming!! He’s coming!!’ she whispered. She quickly checked her face and her hair for the last time. Then, she shut the lid and slotted them into the pocket.

Looking at him, far away, she checked everything that was on her. While checking how far he was, she ran her fingers through her hair to straighten them.

‘Hey Koike. Good morning!!’ she said it calmly and grinned at him so that he wouldn’t sense that she liked him. He walked passing in front of her without saying a word, not even looking at her. Her heart was shattered. Deeply inside, she could hear the creaking sound of her heart but she convinced herself that it must be he couldn’t hear what she said. ‘Maybe I was talking too soft and he didn’t hear what I said just now. It must be….’ She tried to comfort herself.

She knew him just only for 1 month but the first day she saw him, she felt she had fallen for him. She found him adorable but whenever she tried to talk to him, he seemed to be ignorant. However, she comforted herself by using the same excuse, which was he couldn’t hear what she had said. Although she could feel the burning pain and sadness in heart whenever he ignored her, she could forget them after sometime. She thought that she could forget them all but she didn’t know that those feelings were just buried in her heart and haven’t been forgotten. Disappointedly, she walked towards her classroom.

‘Hey Chinatsu, good morning….’ Her best friend came running to her.

‘Morning, Aiko.’ She said while placing her bag on the floor. ‘What is happening?? You look so excited.’

‘The English teacher is going to announce our conduct marks afterwards,’ she said while grabbing her arms. ‘And you are going to get full marks and get the first place in our class like last time.’

‘Oh really? Seriously? Who told you that?’ She asked happily and grinned, thinking of she would get the first place in her class just made her thrilled.

‘I was in the staff room just now and asking about when would her going to announce our result and she said she was going to announce it afterwards,’ Aiko tried to convince her.

The Sudden Death of A Taiwanese Artist: Xu Wei Lun

Here is the news:

瑋倫車禍／〈快訊〉 許瑋倫17點09分心跳停止　經2小時搶救不治

藝人許瑋倫昨日在國道上發生嚴重，情況一直沒有改善，今日下午5點09分，心跳停止，經過醫生2個小時搶救後，於晚間7點37分宣告不治。

醫生表示，因為許瑋倫的腦水腫的部份，一直沒有，有效的改善，下午5點09分，多突然休克，經過醫師全力搶救，在晚間7點37分搶救無效，目前家屬已經在處理後事部分，將在晚間會將許瑋倫遺體送回台北。

Translation:

An artist, Xu Wei Lun involved in an accident yesterday. Her condition was getting worse. This afternoon(28/1/07) 5.09p.m., her heart stopped beating. Although doctors tried to rescue her for 2 hours, she couldn't make it and passed away at 7.37p.m.

The doctor said that her brain has been seriously damaged and her condition showed no improvement. This afternoon 5.09p.m., she fainted suddenly and 2 hrs later, she passed away after the doctor declared her death. Her body will be sent back to Taipei.

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I feel sry for her. Died at 28.....Let's pray for her then........
Her blog: http://tw.myblog.yahoo.com/weilun-info/profile

Memoirs of A Teenage Girl(Chapter 1)

She was standing on top of the 21-storey high condominium. Tears were rolling down from her cheeks continuously. Her blouse was soaked in tears. Her legs were trembling. With another step, she would be falling from the rooftop and down onto the street. She had known that the very day would be her last day of her life.

‘Why did you treat me like this?’ she murmured, sobbing. ‘Why God treated me unfairly?’ she asked herself.

‘It must be my fault, I was too naïve…it must be….’ her heart answered. ‘I can only blame myself…I can’t blame others…After this, everything would be over…and nobody would remember me…..I’m just a useless girl….Good for nothing……’ her evil mind was urging her to just jump off the condominium and end her life.

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She woke up from her bed. Warm sunlight traveled from her window to her bedside and she could hear birds were chirping outside of her room. Another new day, she though. Reluctantly, she dragged her body from her bed. Entering her bathroom, she saw her reflection on the mirror. ‘What a day,’ she said to herself, sighing. After taking shower, she dressed herself in her school uniform.

‘Good morning, sweetie.’ her mother said to her as she was walking to the dining room to have her breakfast.

‘Good morning.’ she replied. Then, she walked passed her mum and straight away to the front door, preparing to put on her sneakers.

‘Wait! Aren’t you going to have your breakfast?’ her mum shouted at her.

‘I’m not hungry,’ she said softly, thinking that her mum could hear her reply.

With another second, she twisted the door knob and n opened the door. She bolted onto the street, hoping that could meet someone, someone that she adored, deeply buried in her heart but she didn’t want to say that out.

A Song from Hamasaki Ayumi

This song is dedicated to those who were so much in love then betrayed or ditched by their partners......Ayu sang so soulfully and i think it can comfort ur broken hearts.



Heaven:

最期に君が微笑んで
真っすぐに差し出したものは
ただあまりに綺麗すぎて
こらえきれず涙溢れた

あの日きっとふたりは愛に
触れた

私達は探し合って
時に自分を見失って
やがて見つけ合ったのなら
どんな結末が待っていても

運命と呼ぶ以外他にはない

Lalala... Lalala...

君が旅立ったあの空に
優しく私を照らす星が光った

側にいて愛する人時を越えて
形を変えて
ふたりまだ見ぬ未来がここに
ねぇこんなにも　残ってるから

側にいて愛する人時を越えて
形を変えて
ふたりまだ見ぬ未来がここに
残ってるから

信じて愛する人私の中で君は
生きるだからこれから先もずっと
サヨナラなんて言わない

あの日きっとふたりは
愛に触れた

Heaven(Romanji):

Saigo ni kimi ga hohoende
Massugu ni sashidashita mono wa
Tada amarini kirei sugite
Koraekirezu namida afureta

Ano hi kitto futari wa
Ai ni fureta

Watashitachi wa sagashiatte
Tokini jibun o miushinatte
Yagate mitsukeatta no nara
Donna ketsumatsu ga matte ite mo

Unmei to iu igai
Hoka ni wa nai

la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la

Kimi ga tabidatta ano sora ni
Yasashiku watashi o terasu hoshi ga hikatte

Soba ni ite aisuru hito
Toki o koete katachi o kaete
Futari mada minu mirai ga koko ni
Nee konnanimo nokotteru kara

Soba ni ite aisuru hito
Toki o koete katachi o kaete
Futari mada minu mirai ga koko ni
Nokotteru kara

Shinjite aisuru hito
Watashi no naka de kimi wa ikiru
Dakara kore kara saki mo zutto
Sayonara nante iwanai

Ano hi kitto futari wa
Ai ni fureta

Heaven(Translation):

What you offered straight to me
With a smile for the last time
Was just so beautiful
That I gave way to tears

Surely, that day
The two of us touched love

We sought for each other
Lost ourselves at times
And found each other at last
So whatever result may be waiting for us

It's nothing but
Destiny

la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la

In the sky you set out for
Stars are shining tenderly upon me

Stay by my side, my love
Crossing over time and changing your shape
You see? The future we haven't yet seen
Remains here like this

Stay by my side, my love
Crossing over time and changing your shape
The future we haven't yet seen
Remains here

Trust me, my love
You live within me
So I'll never Say good-bye to you

Surely, that day
The two of us touched love

A story about a Japanese Girl would be out soon...

Well, I'll try to post the story as soon as possible since you guys are rushing me. So, anyway, the story would be out by this friday, which is 26th January 2007.....Be patient my dear friends.......
The story would be juicier and more interesting than Adrey's Diary and the most important thing is, it has no explicit sex content, which makes it more appropriate for every walks of life. Stay tunned with me!!!!